Life is Dead

Well
its one of those days in your life
where you are depressed
when all you want to do is eat ice cream
and watch old romance movies
its when you can't really say what mood you're in
and when there isn't a way to cheer you up except for your loves voice
if he tells you he loves you
you start sobbing a bit
saying how happy you are and thankful
but when you realize he hasn't been there for you
that gets you even more depressed
you start to cry excessively
drenching your face with salty tears
tearing out your hair
telling yourself you are so pathetic
"I have no life"
the whole day you stare at yourself in the mirror
"You're ugly"
"You have no life"
"No one loves you"
"Why do people care about you"
"Everyone else has a lover except you"
"Why don't you stop with the guys"
"Go for the girls"
you stop yourself
don't become like that
have confidence
but you can't help it
all you ever wanted was someone to love
and someone to love you
you get what i mean....
a black hole comes into your life
you don't have any options
you don't move
you are so depressed you don't eat
you don't even talk to your friends soothing voice
a voice so great it makes you want to love everything in the world
but you can't hear it
you can't move
your life is a black hole
there is no love to fill it
no love from friends
from family
from life
from anything
you can't do anything about it
there is no life left in you
no nothing
think about it
a life with out love
is no life
at all.......